Hehehehe I went with the Petom this time and got into Mnet music show!!! Woot woot! Will tell all about it later in another post XD

I used to have my own tradition of going shopping on my birthday, buying what I want and all. But, the tradition seems to be forgotten, well more to being purposely forgotten cos I’m broke all the time. LOL

But this year, I’m wayyyy wayyyy broke and my birthday falls on Friday. I just had to skip work. To think that I’m going to be at the office from noon til night at the office is unbearable. But I didn’t have any plan, so there I was, sitting at home all by myself doing nothing. Pretty pathetic I can say.

Saturday, I had a BBQ Partayyyyyyyy. Well, it’s an egg party, not the kind that we have all type of  eggs for food, no no no. It’s a BBQ party for the egg clan. I wish to explain what egg clan is but I’m sure eggies want it to remain untold. We had A LOT OF FUN!! Good foods, very very very good foods. We played games which is so funneeehhh. We can’t stop laughing hahaha. And in the middle of the game, surprise!! A cake and a birthday song for me! I seriously didn’t think it will be celebrated because it’s been a while since my birthday was celebrated like this lol. Soooooooo happyyyyyyyyyy, I am. Thank you eggies for the birthday surprise, I love you guys!!! And I really really appreciate it. =) We slept over at Ad’s house that night. The sleepover was not that wild because everybody was tired by 2am and older people get tired easily k. LOL

Sunday is one helluva day for me. I had my routine in the morning, Skin’s wedding after, Jern’s baby shower next, and Xander’s showcase at night. I thought I have to skip one of those but I managed! From Bangi to SS2 to Serdang to SK to Chearas woot! I’m glad I went to Skin’s 3rd wedding reception. I’m the person who always touched during the kenduri not during nikah hahaha. Went to Jern’s baby shower after that. I can’t believe one of the Petom have a baby already. I mean, a baby. That is so overwhelming for Petom. Everybody was there =) While I’m eating like a pig, suddenly I looked outside, and a birthday cake is on the way. Awwwwwwww I should have guessed! Petom always do this but I really didn’t expect anything. How can I? When one’s birthday was not celebrated like this for years. Kekekeke. Thank you Petom!! You know I love each and everyone of you with all my heart. Then I rushed to Xander’s showcase after that. Free ticket yaw! VIP lagi tu. It was so closeee. Get the signature and a handshake as well. Things couldn’t get any better. =)

*gambar kek petom mili tak upload lagi ><*

So at the of the weekend, I have 2 cakes in my fridge. Both also are my favorites. White macadamia chocolate and blueberry cheese cake. And yes, I gained 1.5kg from all the eating, bless me.

I went to Sabah for a weekend and I missed a lot when I was away. One, Skin’s wedding. Two, …. I can’t really recall. Hurmm it seems that I just missed the wedding but why do I feel like I missed a lot. Maybe because this is the 3rd wedding that I couldn’t go to. First was Dila my course mate  second was Dila my classmate, and now, Skin. It’s actually a very sad thing for me that I couldn’t come but I just can’t ditch my family.

And during my trip to Sabah, I did a lot of thinking and came up with 2 points that I would like to make of.

1. This face, my face.
2. Who I want to marry.

I’m not sure whether I will still have the time to write about it in the future. I always take a lot of time writing idk why. Maybe cos I’m just bad at explaining stuff lol.

We didn’t take any picture during the trip. Probably because we’ve been there too many times. Some of our friends seriously thought we have a relative there. Hahaha. We don’t. We just go there a lot. Well, apart from Blund pictures ofc.

Anyways, during the trip also, I’ve finished reading 2 books. Yeay! Cos we spend most of the time in our room than outside and I’m not the type of person who sleeps a lot so I read. XD

So, OneHD decided to bring the main cast of Scent Of A Woman to Malaysia. Being a drama-addict I thought I am, I of course have finished watching that drama. When I know they’re gonna come here I got really excited!! I haven’t let go of this drama yet and it’s just so super amazing daebak to meet the casts themselves!!

Bear in mind that I did not win any meet & greet passes nor get the Press Conference pass. That’s why I decided that I should go to the airport. Boyyy I’m glad I did. First, there wasn’t a lot of people waiting for them maybe because it’s on weekdays and on the day and also because they’re just actors. Second, I think I got reallyyyy lucky.

We waited at the arrival hall for 20 minutes and figured that it’s too long and not logical. So, we went upstairs waiting outside the VIP room. After almost an hour contemplating whether to go down back or not, they came out!!  Ofc there’re guards and stuff. Well, this video explains better. My fancam and my own personal fan meeting with Lee Dong Wook. =)

He freaking answered my questions weyyyy!!! Artist usually ignore fans’s questions. When I watch back the video, I practically walked besides him all the time!! I was blessed~

So after that, we went to the hotel just to see if we get any chances at all. We heard that maybe they can let people without passes in so, we just had to try. We reached early for the meet and greet because there’s a press conference first. I went to meet my eonnie, Fiz to tell her about my airport stalking. She, as usual get the media passes because she need to do a review and stuff. I stayed with her long enough that I get to sneaked into the PC!!!! They didn’t check the names before entering the hall and I stayed with her even before it gets crowded with other media. I was kinda scared that they check for the tag but I see there’re other people who don’t have tag. So, I held eonnie’s goodies bag and the files and I played the part, took the drinks, talked to the other media like we’re best friends. Hahah. I can’t believe I got in. Inside, I acted like I’m not a fan that came there for work and put on my poker face. Well ofc, I screamed my lungs out inside kekeke.

After the short PC, there’s a round table interview. It’s a close interview where a group of media will be sit with one artist. I thought the PC  just now was good enough and I can skip this one, scared I will be caught. But, eonnie said just go first and I did. They did check the name at first but I just stayed at the corner of the sofa pretending to be bored. After they check the names, I slipped into the group and made it to both interviews! The first one was with Kim Seon Ah and the second one with Lee Dong Wook!! Kyaaaa~~~ I was practically inches away from him! Ok not inches, a meter maybe? Idk I’m not good with length but it was really close!!!! I didn’t ask question, I was pretending to be their photographer even though they had one. Hahaha. Oh before that we had a group photo session!!! So I shook their hands again!!

The day couldn’t get any better. I waited for the meet & greet hoping they would let us passes-less people in and they did!!! We’re on the waiting list and they let us in!!! I hate my camera for running out of battery but I was also tired already. The meet  & greet was short but total fun!! Can see them really close because there’re only 200 people reserved for the event. Again, I got to briefly shake hands with Dong Wook again. Hahaha. But I still wish I have recorded something.

Went back after that and didn’t send them to the airport. Should have went but well that’s okay. All that 3 things happened to me earlier was good enough. =)

I would like to say THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY THE VERY MUCH to my eonnie @fizhasan !! All of this would be impossible without her. I love you eonnie!!!! <3 <3 <3

While I was feeling awfully sorry toward the person, I thought I have mentioned my apology. But going home, thinking back about it, I didn’t. And with that thought in my mind, I can never let it go. I have those few moments where I didn’t get the chance to say sorry and I can’t simply contact that person from my past just to say sorry. It will be weird and that person probably won’t even remember anything concerning me. Thought I should join Digi’s apology project but I didn’t have the time.  And I really don’t want to reveal my regrets to the public. So,

I’M SORRY

I still have this to read though but it’s in the car now and I probably will start on it tomorrow :p

But in the middle of the books when I couldn’t continue with the other series because it was not with me, I managed to finish this infamous book:

A lot of people recommended me this book and since it’s really thin I mean like few pages only, I finished it in 2 days =). The book made me think a lot. I can say that the book is not overrated or anything it’s just it’s a good book because it’s a true story. If it wasn’t, it would be just another fiction/ghost book.

Well, after the Key to The Repository, I will proceed with this book! The book I’ve wanted since forever! Ohh  I hope it’s good!

I guess when people ask what my hobby is, I can truthfully answer “reading” instead of saying it just because. =)

I think I have this thing with series book. From experience, I know series books are good. But you never know right.

Well, I was trying to search for more information of this book series and I bumped into the TV series. I was hell excited cos it will be just like The Secret Circle. Do know that I found out about the TV series before I start reading the book. So, I rushed reading the book just so I could watch the series. Checked out the first episode of the TV series this morning and what do you know, it’s a completely different TV series. It’s some cop series. I was like whattttttttttt =.=!

I think I’m gonna delete those series tonight and now I have moved on to the second novel of the series:

The cast

Cassie and Adam

Well, the books rock! It’s about witch thingy as I said and even though it’s a young adult genre, it’s a good shit. And I kinda expected the fighting to be a little bit longer but it’s just too easy for Cassie to kill her own father. I’m quiet surprised that Cassie became the leader in the end, what a twist. Anyways, if there’s anybody would like to read the book, let’s trade! I mean I let you borrow mine and I borrow yours la lol.

And now, I’m reading this:

It’s funny how I have the other two of her books without the intention of collecting her novels lols.

and I almost reaching its ending. I thought it’s about vampire stuff but it’s not. It’s about some witch stuff. LOL I don’t mind. As long as it’s not some sappy love story, then I don’t mind. After I’m done with this book, I’m gonna move to the second part

Good thing I bought both book in one shot. Oh just so you know, I bought this from the Big Bad Wolf book fest and…the rest of the book as well LOL

Yes, I’m so greedy like that hahaha. How can you not?? When all the book is just RM8 each. Mwahahaha. I’m gonna go again tomorrow though uuuuu I can’t get enough of the books!

Anyways, I was googling for the Secret Circle book picture and come across…THE SERIES! They have a freaking series now!! Like how they turned vampire diaries into one, yeah that’s how it is. But it’s just getting started and they have around 5 episodes only as of this moment. I’m not that excited but I’m glad that I got to read the book first before watching the series. And I have always like all this witch stuff.

2) I Am Number Four

And now I’m bored to death with no book.

well..obviously because of this

I cannot wait okayyyyyyyyyyyyy. I should start reading it around October but I just can’t help it. I wanna know which part in the book that they cut out and which lines from the book that they use in the movie. Uuuuu can’t wait can’t wait can’t wait! Oh and since the the movie is divided into 2 parts, I believe Part I will end righttttttt after Renesmee is born..which is so evil but I believe so. LOL If you haven’t watch the trailer, here you go. Knock yourself out.

and this one

Using my lame pink corby low Megapixel camera, I randomly take Blund’s picture and upload them from time to time. Some people finds it weird, some people finds it insane. And my friend just made me realized that I am just like Mr.Bean. =.=!

Let me explain how I fell in love with Blund. It was few years ago when I was in Melaka doing my foundation. My housemate have a beige Blund in her room. I found it REALLY cute that I have to visit her room everyday just to say ‘hello’ to her Blund. She told me she bought it at Ikea and I was like oh okay (tapi sebenarnya setiap kali pergi Ikea ever since pun, cari ade jual Blund ke tak lol)

And one fine day, Ikea decided to sell Blund again! But brown in color =.= I don’t really fancy the brown but I had no choice. So I bought one and forced my siblings to buy it too hahaha. So, we have 4 Blunds in the house yaw! Tamak nak mampus haha.

When I first got Ninja, I always want to bring him anywhere, for a walk in the park, in the mall, breakfast, dinner, and wherever I go. You know, it’s like bringing your dog for a walk or bringing your sugar glider to erm practically anywhere you go. Yea, it’s like that. But it’s ridiculous to bring Ninja with his aquarium so I had to ditch the idea boo hoo (although I managed to bring him balik kampung twice!).

So it’s the same feeling that I have when I met Blund. I fell in love with him and I want to bring him anywhere I go. To make it worst, I googled about this Blund obsession that I have. I mean is it that weird to feel this way? Is it that pathetic? And to my surprise, I found the others like me. =) I realized, it is not weird at all nor pathetic. (or they’re also as pathetic and weird lmao) Try look for it and you’ll be surprise.

My point is; please accept me for who I am and be less judgmental about me liking Blund this much. LOL

Ksah bought this book longggg time ago, even before the movie is out. But, we always push the book away forcing each other to read it first. One reason why we didn’t get to read the book is; the obvious thickness. Second is we’re both working people already. Ok that’s not a valid reason, if you want/like to read, you will read it jugak regardless. It’s just that, I don’t like reading a page and continue another page tomorrow.

We keep procrastinate this until the movie is finally out. Takkan we want to wait until we finish the book baru want to watch the movie kan, so we watch it without reading the book boo hoo. And having Alex Pettyfer and Diana Agron as the main cast, it’s a must watch movie at the cinema.

And I’m a big sucker for action super power movies…so again, a must watch movie.

So, after watching the movie, lagi la we malas want to read that book because we know how the story goes already kan. But then everybody knows how the movie is so different with the book, like big time. Another reason why I want to start reading it back.

And now, I feel like I have to read a book, in fact, any book at all. It’s been soooooo long since I read one. I will try to read it during my lunch time, when I got nothing to do at the office, after I got back from work, before going to bed, and whenever I’m not on Facebook or Twitter.

Facebook & Twitter eat most of my time it’s not even funny.

Wish me luck! lols

Obviously I don’t know what to write anymore but I still want to keep this old wordpress of mine.

Ignore the previous post, I will not continue that topic boo hoo.

Tbh, from the moment I create a blog, I didn’t know what language should I use. I used to think in English a lot, my head will be thinking in English all the time but I did not speak English as often. But now, I speak in Edward Cullen’s language most of the day but always think in Malay. 50 – 50 la. And I despise mixing language Idk why. I don’t even like using short forms in my entries but I dealt with it long time ago already.

The thing is my English is ain’t that great and my Malay is too pasar that I don’t know the right one anymore. I guess I have to learn accepting writing mix language too now. /unhappy

Ini tak campur lagi if I know how to speak korean ewahhhh haha! It will be Maykonglish LMAO! Anyways, I will try la..to mix the languages, to lessen the ‘haha’, to lessen the dots, and to blog more.

=)

Attention Seeker

But I’m still not sure which area of discussion to be disposed here. Aihhh. I wish no one would read this blog. Hahah but I write for people to read, what a funny wish to have.

As I moved on with my life, I met kpop which usually involve PRETTY guys, like seriously. Big time. I couldn’t be more happier than this. I started to enjoyed kpop more than I should, as in internet-stalking them everyday and all. Being a student that time, you don’t really have anything to do. And as I got involved in kpop more and more, I get to meet a lot of incredible people. They’re such an amazing friends, each of them. The good thing is, they like pretty guys just as much as I do. I couldn’t be happier to think that liking pretty guys is not weird at all and I’m not alone in this.

I guess my point is I like pretty guys or again what we Malaysian call “jambu”, so SUCK IT UP. lol

I want to marry someone like you,

First thing is about my colleague and my work environment. I have to say this. In my 20++ years life, I have always been surrounded by petite circle of friends. Since my secondary school, I’m always the tall/big/huge girl. The pattern is the same when I got into high school and university. My female friends always the petite and cute one. And I’m usually taller or have the same height of my male friends which make me feel gigantic and sometimes inferior but I overcome that long time ago already.

But in this (not to say) new work environment, I’m no longer the tallest/biggest girl around. The guys here I tell you…wohhhh all taller and bigger than me. I feel like a woman again. Hahaha That’s not what I meant. I mean there’s no more inferiority or insecurity in term of size. I feel…better.

That’s all I wanna say actually. LOL. I know I know, insignificant feeling and thoughts. XD

Little did I know, she has found what I’ve found; other friends. Other friends replace what we were to each other. It’s good for both of us I guess. It was always a one sided relationship anyways.

Why do I always got a friend who never LISTEN to me?

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Friends aside, I do have a sister that really listens to me and cares about me. Even my own mother doesn’t understand me like she does. I shall not take what I have for granted and I shall not be greedy wanting for more. Truthfully, I am already thankful but like what people say, you never really appreciate what you have until it’s gone.

Recently, there’re a lot of things going on and I felt like I never really got to say what I wanna say. But of course, you can’t say whatever you like…although, I would like to.

The thing is…nobody wants to listen. Nobody cares enough to really listen. They just….hear me, they don’t listen.