.i was all fine until..

all his text messages come through.

It kept coming and coming and coming.

The pain starts to go away not too long ago.

But now, it’s back.

All the bad stupid feelings that I once threw away come back haunting the soul.

Bit by bit.

Please.

Let me go.

I gave you too many ’2nd chances’ dah dulu.

Yet, you blew it away everytime.

And trust me. It won’t work out anymore.

It just won’t. Us, you and me, all that we used to have.

Let’s put it at stop once and for all.

Dah la tu.

.siapa ntah kata.

Tula.

Orang dah cakap.

Jangan bercinta.

Degilll.

Ha sekarang padan muka kau.

Tanggung arh sendiri.

.& the <3 sings.

I have known you my whole life
When we were one, you said you’d make me your wife
Few years ago you won me over
Just as you took the world on your shoulders

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my meant to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can’t fight anymore for you
And I don’t know, maybe we’ll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I’m sorry I can’t be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can’t fight anymore for you
And I don’t know, maybe we’ll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life (another life)

The way you’re holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can’t breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won’t feel right inside
God knows I’ve tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can’t fight anymore for you
And I don’t know, maybe we’ll be together again
Sometime, in another life

In another life, in another life

In another life…

.The Veronicas – In Another Life.

.lost and not found.

I seriously don’t know why. I lost some of my stuff these past few days. And they’re my favourite!

That is a bit weird, even for me because i seldom lost my stuff cos i’m a kind of person that put things back at its place. I don’t sepah things around. Yet, they’re gone.

But to tell you the truth, i secretly knew that i will lost those stuff eventually cos i over-love them so much. I take care of them. I treasure them.  I cherish them. I guess you’re gonna loose things that you love so much just because you love them so much.

First, my big vintage beautiful hard-to-find butterfly long necklace.

I wore it most of the time and it suites with almost all my outfit. I wore it when i got back from Penang and the next day Puff! Gone. And i bought that piece from Australia pulak tuh. Sedih please.

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Second, my latest all time favorite red polka-dot bangle.

This is the only picture that i have with it as i only got to wear it few times. That is the most historic piece of bangles i ever had. I seriously super love it so much. More than other bangle i ever have. I could wear it with all my outfit all the time. But its gone. Last time i wore it was on the D-day and just yesterday i wanted to wear it, its gone! I tried to remember so hard the last time i saw that polka-dot but i got nothing. A few drop of tears came out from the corner of my eyes soon as the news strucked me.

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And this too i guess….

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.christmas shopping.

I am so pissed and damn frigging tired right this moment because:

1. I and mili kene marah by strangers like four times.
2. My feet cant feel the floor anymore.
3. I am so sleepy like hell mcm nak mampus.
4. The bus, ktm, and all the public transportation is frigging stupid.
5. I just had a small little fight with boyfriend because of something stupid. Urgh!

So, i am all grumpy and moody.

I should be happy tho cos i bought like 4 shirts and 1 long-searched necklace. I’m happy for that. But obviously, my reasons to be crabby are like much much more that it can be made into a list.

When all else failed, we took pictures.

(mili amik gmba blurrr booo.anne amik gmba gak smart :p )

P/s : Post sedih tp gmba menarik. Mebencikan.

.is.

Anne:

• is having tonnes of work.

• don’t like each second of it.

• is sorry for not updating things.

• is not having fun at all.

• is a busy bee!

• is missing somebody so much.

.if only.

I feel so useless

If only i could drive the manual instead of the auto

if only i knew the road better

if only i was brave enough

if only i could console better than just silence

if only i could do more than just shed the tears

if only i could just be there

…

…

Be strong dear.

.one yr.

Happy Anniversary sayang

Thanx for everything

We’re one now

Hehehe

.quicky quickle.

Oke this is so last minute

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI!!

Its her birthday yesterday actually, 11.11.08.

So, Happy Birthday babe. May all your wish come true. Leb u! Muah!

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And tmrw i’m off to the up-there! Hahah

I’m half excited and half pissed off.

Enough said.

I sure will update you when i’m back on the ground, here.

*as if i’m going for a long time lol *

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Ps: That “quickle” is NOT thatt quickle!..you dirty mind. Its just for the sake of rhyming. :p